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my smelly stinky feet.. [18 Dec 2007|09:42pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | lily allen ] i initially planned to go on my own. i just love my own company nowadays. but then kakak insisted to tag along. have you ever sit in the bus for long hours? it's super dee duper relaxing i must say. i intended to have a bus trip on my own one of the days that i got a day off from work. fiq texted me about her result. i am so proud of her. i knew she could do it. she was one of the smartest anyway. and i heard the rest of them did well too and managed to go up to sec 5. if i am still as close to them as i used to, i would totally jump, shriek, shout and perhaps shed tears of joy for them. i thank god coz my prayers was answered. congratulations to fiq, lan,ainy and faisal. it made me realised that we have all grown up. okay that's pretty lame.  it's so disturbing to look at the cost of the korean dvd. it's giving me heart pain. the vcds was already pricey. don't even go to dvds lar. i knew previously i stated i've thrown away the old list of my shopping spree. hah! i actually took it out from the dustbin in my room and did some adjustment and now it's neatly pasted on the wall. again. kakak told me i am fickle minded but i don't care. and again i planned to go on a shopping trip on my own. i want to be more independent now. coz i remembered fizah used to say in that irritating kakak2 voice "kau kene blajar hidup independent lar ain". i used to take it as an insult but now i actually get what she really meant.  i think it feels good to type a long entry. i don't even know why actually. i'm slowly getting back on my own feet. i'm learning to deal with my feelings. like what huda said "she shouldn't let her emotions take control of herself" i think the same things should apply to me. it's not going to be easy but i'll deal with it. and fiq told me to put aside those feeling and just faced the future again. yes i think i should. sometimes it's easier said than done. i'm afraid that i would chicken out. oh, and i still hate my job. read[1]comment

HELLo i am a bitch [08 Jun 2007|09:05pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | elevator- hot hot heat ] HELLO.  congratulations that you came across my journal i'm sorry but it's strictly for friends bye bye fuck face (: comment

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